Pizza Just Fell from the Sky

Yesterday me and my friend Jamilyn were walking from lunch at In-in-Out. But on our way over there the strangest thing happened. As we were on our way all of the sudden a piece of pizza fell down.,it was so weird. We thought some bird dropped it or something. But still that is definitely something you don't see every day. Or any day in this case.

Weird right.

Paella?

Me as Me

There are going to be changes around here.

I'm done, done with trying so hard to be a friend and completely forgetting who I really am. I try I really do but things come up. Here goes something.

Who am I to act like I have known my church friends for as long as they have known each other. I sometimes don't like school and I guess that it is my way to escape from it. I'm so focused on being a friend that I don't know what to do or say. I need to stop living in my own little world where everything is fine, welcome to reality. I need to stop trying to be someone I'm not. God loves me for who i am. How can I be so stupid. I admit at times I can be way to hard on myself and sensitive too. And I can't believe how many stupid times of the day all i think about is myself. All I probably think about is myself. I don't like it and definitely need to work on it more that I do. But hey that's life. I also need to forget about the past and forgive those who wronged me back at Calvary. I made a mistake we all do at times. But here's the deal, from now on I won't be blogging about things other people blogged about. It was stupid to do that in the first place. And I am going to just be myself, no one else.

If any of my HSM friends are reading this I want to say a few things. To start with is that I very, very, very sorry. I just want you guys to be my friends. You guys are so great. Evey word I said here is true. I know you guys have known each other for years and I guess I wanted to be apart of that. But I was wrong to do that. You guys have been great to me for the past few months and I thank you for that. I had a hard year at Calvary and hope you can understand. But also keep in mind that I only get to see you guys once a week and I'm you know, excited.

And for all you guys at FHS take note on this. It's like I said from now on I am going to just be myself. If you don't like that then well, never mind. Let's just say I want people to like me for who I am.

I leave you with this poem called Me as me.

I try and try again

So hard I forget who I am

I just want to be liked for who I am

Not as who I've been

I need to be true to myself and not miss a chance

And remember to dance

With God because He loves me for me

Someday I will be with someone who loves me as me

But for now that can wait

Because It's not to late

To start from the beginning

And hope for a better ending

One filled with love, joy, and laughter

And live happily ever after.

P.S. Hope I didn't offend anyone.

P.P.S. I don't even know what the picture has to do with any of this. It is the CD cover for a song I have in my iPod. But you have to admit, it's a col picture.

Laugh all you Want

but I got excited when I saw this a Target.

Got the News Today

"Doctor said I had to stay a little bit longer and I'll be fine."

Now that I got that song stuck in my head on the the blogging.

So I got a E-Mail for my school saying, "Freshmen, Sophomore, Junior, and Seniors are allowed to attend the prom" Yep, the so called rummer was true. Still not going. Still not going. Did I mention I'm not going

Awkward Moments

It's fun to make situations awkward...that is depending on the situation. Anyways last night I went to Rainforest Cafe with the family. While we we're waiting for our food I when over to the bathroom. There was already a group of girls in there that were all from some kind of party or something. When I walked into the stall one girl said, "wait are we all in the stalls? I going to take a picture of our shoes". I guess she looked at the picture and said,"Wait who has the Vans on?" I saw this as a perfect opportunity to make this awkward so I said in a deep kind of guy voice, "It's me". I was try so hard not to laugh after the girls all said, "Ahhh we need to get out of here".

Awkward, for them

Funny, very

Surprising Surprises

Ever since I went back to school heathy I have had some unexpected suprises.

1. On Wed. when I came into my English class the teacher gave me a sheet of paper. Now I was thinking it was some kind of homework assiment that I missed while I was sick. But boy was I way off. Instead it was a note that said that my poem was going to be in the schools FIRST litterature magizine! I still can't believe it, being a freshman and all getting this kind of oppertunity it was my Maze poem that made it. Ah, I am so excited to see it in the magazine!
2. Today in Science the teacher was giving out the cirtificets for the Honner Roll students. As he was calling all the names I was just thinking in my mind, "Those guys are so lucky." And you might be thinking, "Maddy why do you care?" Well because if you are on the Honner Role then you get ic cream sundays during reading period. But then all of the sudden, out of the blue, the teacher called my name! I was so excited! I was even more excited when I was enjoying my ice cream with some of my friends. Mmmmmm :).
3. Today, in 3rd period we got the school newspapers. When I got in there my friend told me to read this artical about the Jonas Brothers. And it said that they will be playing at our prom! We were so excited that we felt like screaming in the middle of the class. A few minutes later my friend said to me that it was an April Fools joke! She knew because there was a star at the end of the story, like this one -> *. We were so upset when we found out. But oh well, I might have not been able to go since: I wasn't a Junior or Senior and the tickets started at $210.

Oh well, on the bright side just one more day then I can say, "Hello spring break, nice of you to finally come. Please let me be able to hang out with some of my friends a least once this week."

I Think

My blogging has come to an end my friends. I just lost interest in it and have been doing lame posts. I can't keep up with it anymore, I have other Internet duties. Who knows maybe sometime in the future I will start blogging again. But for now I'm done. I'm sorry is I disappointed you. Besides I get the feeling that no one even reads my blog anymore. You guys almost never comment. Again I'm sorry. I leave you with one final request from my friend Courtney. Annabel Lee by Edger Alan Poe.

It was many and many a year ago,In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know
By the name of Annabel Lee;
And this maiden she lived with no other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.

I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea:
But we loved with a love that was more than love
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven
Coveted her and me.

And this was the reason that, long ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsmen came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a speulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.

The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me —
Yes! that was the reason as all men know,
In this kingdom by the sea
That the wind came out of the cloud by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

But our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we
Of many far wiser than we
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee:

For the moon never beams, without bringing me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise, but I feel the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide,
I lie down by the side
Of my darling my darling my life and my bride,
In her sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.

P.S. APRIL FOOLS!! I got you! Me stop blogging ya right. Not any time soon. Don't worry guys I will continue to blog.